nobody has fun anymore.
the older i get, the more i notice people start to give a shit about what im doing. i dont get why though? and the funny thing is, its never actually the people who i am directly involved with. relax and stop judging me. im just doing me! i am just having fun.
and everyone’s just always depressed these days. im not a sad person. im actually really happy with my life. i mean, theres some things i wish i could change and some things i wish were different, but honestly everything thats happened to me has moulded me into the person i am today. and im happy with the way i am. i like myself. thats the problem with people these days. people dont like themseleves anymore. people are too busy comparing themselves to other people and trying to make sure that they are doing better than them in every way possible. but in reality, if you have to revolve your life around trying to make it better than someone elses, all your focus is going on that and youre too busy to actually enjoy yourself every once in a while.
who gives a fuck? stop and ask yourself why you even care. just have fun! why would you want to make someone feel bad about themselves? seriously, question for y’all: what kind of person wants to take away someones happiness? like, lets be real here. i dont understand people who devote all their time hating on other people or hating on other things. its a problem when you notice that the only thing you talk about is other people. and not in a very nice way. dont worry about what anyone else is doing. worry about yourself. and how to make yourself happy.
ive just built up a lot of frustration from listening to people and reading things and finding out things. and im not trying to say im perfect, because im obviously not. my hands are definitely not clean. but i just want to have fun. whatever fun means to me. and i want other people to have fun too, and be happy. because im sick of seeing everyone being so sad. cheer up bitches >=( !!!
